我終於發現世上有一人能令我著迷那麼深。。。目不轉睛的看完再看，心甘情願的付出。那力量能令我深夜起床還有氣力照顧她，無時無刻都想著她，她是一個可愛的人兒。我的愛女﹣ AYANNA
this is an unusual x’mas … no crazy games, no decoration, no laughing all around…. in return, i have my daughter to stay with me.
at night, i have to stay at living room myself to read other’s happy sharing on facebook. For me, i just cleaned the dishes myself and feeling so tired ….
Honestly, at this moment, i feel a bit confusing… do i make a wrong move that i didnt get the helper ? so that i have to spend all our time on housework? i m so puzzling now….
anyway, i think it is an unique experience and it is still glad that i stay with my ‘special xmas’ gift this year.
russell is great that he made a nice roasted chicken & xmas dinner to me .. just we dont have much time to enjoy the romantic dinner with nice decoration.. cuz both of us caught the flu and need to take care ayanna.
hehe… it is a tired, busy and not romantic xmas 
anyway, all the best is yet to come.
mama’s milk (1st time i used the breast pump, might be this is my 1st time so it hurts much than breast feeding… )
so … ready to go for your full moon dinner now.
your papa feels touching and focus while feeding u. that’s his first time feeding u
Your grandmother insisted to arrange a birthday to celebrate your full moon. Therefore, we invited mama and papa’s parent (yr grandma and grandpa) to have dinner at Royal Garden Hotel.
Mama bought you a lovely birthday cake with wishing words ‘ Ayanna, welcome to our life !!!!’.
Papa and Mama feel glad that you came into our life and we wish you happy and healthy forever.
Btw, you cried seriously when finished the dinner, so mama had to feed you @ grandpa’s home immediately before go back home. Besides, it is also the first time that mama feed you in the car, lucky, i pumped the milk for bottle feeding you. Otherwise, i don’t know how to handle the breast feeding in the car (esp. yr papa drives too fast that increases the difficulty of breast feeding )
this is the 1st time i caught the flu after i delivered ayanna. russ just reminded me that i haven’t caught the flu or sick for over 11 months, which is pretty amazing in my eyes as i always get sick ….
i hope i could not transfer the virus to ayanna during breast feeding. I can only wash my hands and wear mask all the time during breast feeding.
Ayanna keeps on growing fast and health, that is what i feel so happy :> it is glad to see her growing fast. This little monster knows how to cry for hugging, she enjoys our hug so much and every time we tried to put her down to the bed, she must wake up within 15 mins and then cry seriously….. unless she is extremely hungry or tired, then she is willing to sleep on her bed.
I think every parent goes through this stage and this is part of the progress we should experience when take care of new born… sometimes it is not easy to manage the temper esp. when we are very tired, but you will kick out all the upset, tired and frustrated feeling once u see her… that’s hard to describe the feeling. I know, this is what we called the unconditional and endless love .
Finally, we confirmed your chinese and english name. Thanks much to Asher for finding the origin meaning of Ayanna, and also proposed some nice chinese words to select for your chinese name.
Ayanna \ a-yanna, aya(n)-na\ as a girl’s name is pronounced ay-ANN-ah. It is of Kiwahili (Bantu) origin, and the meaning of Ayanna is ‘Beautiful Flower’. Also an invented name based on Anna.
郭昕娜. Guo Xin-Na
昕﹣黎明， 明亮
娜﹣婀娜， 裊娜
We hope that you could like this name cuz papa & mama loves it much ~~~~
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