bui bui, i must buy you the glass feeding bottle after watched this video
it is so scary to use any plastic one, even the chu chu – ppsu version.
for the nipple, guess we have to change it for every 45 days, that’s the best. i dont want you to have any health problems becuz of my careless 
one night, i almost fell a sleep but bui bui gave me a super kick to wake me up …. and then i questioned why she didnt want me to sleep. i sensed that she wanna me to wait for russell cuz she loved to listen the goodnight song singing by her daddy. russ was bathing at this moment.
in the meantime, russ suddenly received a signal about ‘u better hurry up, i wanna listen the goodnite song from you , papa’… donno why, he quickly finished his bath and jumped to the bedroom for singing the song to his lovely daughter, who is still in my tummy but can communicate with us already.
see… how amazing of this story when we shared what we felt after the goodnite song.
bui bui, we can sense your feeling and it is great to communicate with you now, even u re just 5 mths old in my tummy 
keep it on, u work great.
loves u – yr mum in 21 weeks pregnant.
On July 20 2012, my 20 weeks of pregnancy… i can feel your 1st kicking inside my tummy. it is such a magic moment that i can sense yr movement finally.
It seems that you can reply my feedback by those movement, when i tried to ask you, do you like to drink ‘milk milk’, if yes, pls move / kick me to confirm it, and in return, u do return me the answer by a ‘kick’ hahaha. even yr father can sense the kick when he asked you the same qns today’s morning.
Bui bui, you are so cute and i love your movement inside my tummy. it seems like that the movement is getting strong after i took you to listen the jazz concert of Janice last Sunday. The music was too noisy and it do scare you sometimes i believe, so you moved seriously. It seems like u love jazz music as u didnt move much once singing jazz song. I hope that you could enjoy the music and this unique experience during your fetal period. I will take you to experience more and more before we see you in person after 4 months ………. cant wait to see you soon … so excited.
Thats the URL to record more abt a baby movement, i can check it fr time to time once i found that yr movement is different with last week
i can sense that Bui Bui is a happy girl and full of blessing from different parties. She is in my tummy now but i can sense that many people is helping her to achieve a happier life.
says, i met Anita and then met Waden, who could teach ayana a very good english. the point is not just only teaching her a good english, is that he is kind, patient and caring to the kids and baby. If he do can provide a personal tutorial to ayana when she is 2 yrs old, i think that’s the luck of ayana.
besides, many people gaves me nice 2nd hand stuff, which can save me money and also protect the environment
i m lucky to find a hospital and helper easily without any difficult time.
Joanne refers me a really good doctor to help me laboring ayana. besides, dr. chau is one of the fabulous doctors who did help me alot during 1st trimester, i dont think that i can stay till 2nd trimester without his help……..
lots of things happen (not yet mention how smooth to get the car and parking space under the apt etc…)… it is all miracle in my eyes and all these happen when we got ayana.
see ….. i know that u re a baby full of blessing ~~~ i love u my dear.
20 weeks of my pregnant – when can i feel your 1st kicking in my tummy?
It is a meaningful article to show how positive thinking can help you getting a better life. I think i m the person who always get the negative thinking which does not help me much on my personal life, esp. working life.
Let me try to start writing 3 positive things everyday (that’s why i say i will try kaka) and then practice my +ve thinking skill.
1. i m pregnant cuz i know that it is not that easy to have a baby, maybe people spend much and try very hard to get a baby but still fail
2. i m glad to sense bui bui everyday and able to talk w/ her , even though nobody trust me but i believe it, thats my own feeling, sure nobody can understand it keke
3. i can plan my time freely to do what i like
(seems more to come and enjoy my happy life *dance dance)
here’s the article
dear bui bui
russ and i finally see you moving in my tummy last Thur (May 3). It is a touching moment and i cannot stop my tears when i see you moving… u move like playing kung fu kaka. i know that you hear our voice and question, so you keep moving to let us knowing that you are here!!! and you can move !!!!!
my dearest son (dont know if you really a son but we both believe that you are), we love you so much. I hope that you could build your health and grow steadily. Your papa told me that he dream about you last night. In his dream, you could talk once you came to the world in 2nd day, you said you could listen all what we said, papa’s goodnight song to you, and you even sang that song to papa. He did feel so touching and crying…… even it is just a dream, he sense that you got a big eyes and tall noses… and you are too smart indeed. No matter it is true or not, your papa feels so happy and touching to have such dream.
i love you dear…. wishing you would be coming to the world healthy in end of Nov 2012.
yr mama
*this is your face in 10- weeks…. so cute.
嘗試打中文。。令我更容易表達感覺。。
從來沒有想過真的會嘔，正如周醫生說， 我會在這個星期作嘔作悶， 全中了。嘔了兩次， 不是太厲害的那種， 但都令我十分不適。幸好我還能吃，不只可以， 還是愛吃。我有理由相信他是一個食家。不停的要媽媽吃不停。。。希望不會嘔不停吧。
我與RUSS已幫他改了一個NICKNAME， 他叫貝貝。貝貝是我們第二個寶貝兒子， 細佬仔是我們的第一個。
貝貝現在已比之前安定很多， 只是我仍容易頭暈及疲倦吧。但我會斷續努力， 每天打座及聽經， 希望能保持平靜心境， 令貝貝快快樂樂成長。
昨天HUEY由馬來西亞來我家作客四天， 細佬仔好開心， 整晚的與我們一起玩耍。我們在家吃晚飯， 談天說地， 我想， 生活可以那麼簡單， 都很不錯吧。
貝貝， 希望我再能在MEDIATION中與你見面， 看見你那小小的胚胎， 我便覺得你很不可思議了。 我知道你正在用心的建立你的身體， 我不會常常打擾你， 但每晚我都希望與你 談一談， 使你感受到我們對你的愛。希望你是一個充滿愛的貝貝， 那是很重要的一環。我不能給你什麼， 但我想我能給你一個好的價值觀，一個充滿愛心，平和及真誠的個性。
week 6 – pregnancy
once i realized that i got pregnant, the first thing i do is to SHOP! hahaha, u know i love to do research on the best products, esp for this special one.
russ and i concern much on the stroller and bed, we think this is the one that will use for over several years so that we should get a reliable, quality and durable one. We are willing to pay more for this instead of getting some cheaper one but in poor quality, in return, it will not save us money but waste much time on changing another one.
After i took one week to do the online research, here’s our ideal product:
The left hand side is the baby cot named Leander, it do cost much (even i do heistate on the crazy higher price !) After i review many comments and different websites, i think this one suits our requirement cuz it can be used till the age of 5, that’s what we want cuz we dont want to always change the bed! Besides, its mattress is good in quality, which is the main concern of Russ.
The right hand side one is stroller named Uppababy Vista 2012. Haha, I said Russ should get Vista even talking about the stroller. This stroller is good in functions and suspension, thats what russ concerns so much. Honestly, he concerns much on the stroller cuz he thinks he will always take the baby out for hiking and walking >_< For me, i think it should be easy to folded and comfortable for the baby, thats the key point. Price of this stroller is acceptable when compare with the bed.
Besides, i got the baby books and feeding bottles from other mama in asiaexpat. i love to trade with them cuz they always got something in good quality but relatively cheaper price, sure, some of them are 2nd hand product (except the bottle one), i dont mind 2nd hand but i would rather focus on quality.
Today, i tried to walk along the seaside with my dog and russ, cuz i think if i dont keep on walking, it will bad to my health … even though many ppl said that it is better to sleep more during the first 3 mths, esp. i experienced the bleeding and pain, that’s better to sleep instead of walk. After i took the herbal tea, i feel much better now and not easy to dizzying…. i guess i just out of energy after walking, that’s why i feel dizzying again.
So ……. i m week 5 now, so excited to see ‘him’ next week at Dr Chan’s clinic. Hope he could enjoy every moment with me in my tummy
I love u bb, sweet dream.
love the xmas season and blessing what i got in 2011.
This season is full of memory and love … also it is a season to give myself an excuse on shopping .. shopping and shopping.
No matter what, i wish all my love, family and friends have a great holiday with someone they love.
Merry Xmas & Happy New Year
【美國前總統杰斐遜留給孫子的10條忠告】：1.今天能做的事絕
I think all of them esp. 7, 8, 9 & 10. It is really good indeed.
Source fr http://www.monticello.org/site/jefferson/canons-conduct